O, C, D

When i realized that i had , o.c.d  i felt releif  to find out one of the things that i have to understand,  why things where happening the way they were.  Even though, i also feel imbarrasse that I have another problem on top of some other problems.  Well i had to swallow hard and take it all in and work day by day. I thank my God, for the the knowledge that I have. and greatful for the gifts and talents that he has given me.  Even though again that life still very hard and frustating because you want to have someone to love and love you back. I am still taking care of others that are mentely disable and being there for them and love them and help them to enjoy life the best way they can.