KEEPING RJ'S NAME ALIVE

HELLO EVERYONE, ( I LOVE BEING CALLED RJ'S MOM  BECAUSE IT KEEPS  RJ S NAME ALIVE. )
                   I WENT THROUGH A LOT OF HARD TRIALS IN MY LIFE.  THAT NOW I WANT TO HELP OTHERS.   MAYBE SOMEONE  OUT THERE WENT THROUGH THE SAME THING  AS I DID OR  SOME THINGS THAT I WENT THROUGH .  I WANT TO SHARE MY STORY TO LIGHTEN AND LIFT THERE BURDDEN,TO MAKE SOME ONE DAY ,TO LET THEM KNOW THAT SOME ONE CARES AND THAT THEY ARE NOT ALONE.
 THIS IS THE LIST OF THINGS THAT I WENT TROUGH AND GOING TO PUT THEM ON THE BLOG.  ONE AT A TIME, TO PUT THEM MORE DETAIL.  I HOPE I CAN TOUCH ,LIFT SOMEONES HEART.
1.DOPTION
2..DIDNT FEEL FIT IN GROWING UP.
3.WAS IN SPECIAL ED ALL THROUGH MY SCHOOL YEARS
4.WENT ON A L.D.S MISSION
5.BEEN KICK OUT OF MY HOUSE
6.MARRIED AT THE AGE OF 29
7.HAVING A CHILD THAT IS DISABLE
8. HUSBAND THAT WAS ON DRUGS AND BECAME ABUSE OF
9.LIFT MY HUSBAND TWICE (I GAVE HIM A CHANCE)
10.HUSBAND TOOK HIS LIFE
11.PLANNING TO GET A DEFORCE BUT BECAME A INSTENT WIDOW
12. RAISING A DISABLE AND DIEING CHILD ALONE.
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THIS IS RJ LAST PICTURE HE PASS AWAY AT THE AGE OF 10 IN 2003