WHEN IT RAINS IT POORS

I LOOK BACK AND I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH HERE I AM CLEAR ACROSS THE UNITED STATES IN CONN.  LIVING IN A HOME THAT THE FLOOR IS SO UNEVEN. AND MY HUSBAND ABUSES GOT WORSE.  WHEN HE TOOK RJ THIS TIME I DID NOT NOW I WAS GOING TO GET RJ BACK. I WAS AFRAID I HAD TO USE A PAY PHONE TO GET A RIDE TO CHURCH IN THE MORNING.  I WAS AFRAID THAT I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO GET BACK IN THE HOUSE.  I CALLED MY BISHOP AND LET HIM KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON AND THAT I NEEDED A RIDE TO CHURCH.  THE BISHOP DID CALL A COUPLE TO PICK ME UP IN THE MORNING .WELL DURNING THE NIGHT WHEN MY HUSBAND BROUGHT RJ BACK AND LEFT THE ROOM.  THE FIRST THING I SAID TO MY SELF WAS (YOU JUST LOST US)  BECAUSE I WAS NOT COMING BACK .  WELL MORNING CAME AND OUR RIDE CAME.  AND I DID NOT COME HOME FROM CHURCH.  I DID STAY WITH THE IN LAWS FOR A COUPLE DAYS AND MY HUSBAND CAUGHT UP WITH US.  I WAS SO STUNNED OF WHAT WAS HAPPENING .  THE WAY HE WAS TREATING HIS MOM AND THEN HE KICK ME IN THE CHEST AND TOOK RJ WITH HIM .  IT TOOK TWO HOURS OR SO AND A FEW POLICE TO GET MY BABY RJ BACK .  THE NEXT DAY OR TWO WE GOT A PHONE CALL THAT THEY FOUND MY HUSBAND IN THE BACK YARD .  (HE TOOK HIS OWN LIFE) I WAS JUST PLANING TO GET A DEFORSE  AND NOW I AM A WIDOW ALL OF A SUDDEN. RJ AND I FLEW BACK HOME TO UTAH.  MY LIFE HAS TOTALLY  CHANGE AGAIN.